Happy Tuesday! Last night, Eddie called to me from the front driveway, “baby, come look at the moon.” I had been joking with him about how I was going to dance naked underneath it, which wasn’t totally a joke. ☺️On my way outside, I put on my favorite Stevie Nicks song, “Crystal” from “Practical Magic,” stripped down in our driveway and twirled around like I was 5 years old again. The giggles and joy that came out of me were almost unrecognizable, something I hadn’t allowed myself to feel in a long time. The uninhibited freedom…. all I know is, I’m doing more of that! Joy has been my “noise” that I’ve kept hidden inside. Pure joy has always scared me. I’ve been so afraid that deep joy would quickly turn into deep pain, overtaking me to the point of no return. I’m well aware, I have kept parts of myself small because of this fear. Over the past few years though, I have been slowly, but surely opening my heart fully and letting the whole experience of life in. Last night’s giggle fest under this Aries full moon allowed for more crumbling of the walls around my heart, that I have become an expert architect at erecting. I am forever grateful for Grandmother moon and her gifts. What’s your “noise?” Have you discovered it yet? I LovE you! YOU are a masterpiece!
I honestly don’t know how to find my “noise” or pure joy.
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